WHO AM I?
As a Starseed, I wasn’t handed a user’s manual on how life works in human form. Wouldn’t that be nice?
Like most Starseeds, I was lulled into the same soul sleep plaguing humanity today, forced to remember who I am on my own devices.
How did I wake up to the Truth of it all? How did I finally unravel the enigma of my existence? Let me take you back to my early days (in this body, anyway).
Earth Family
There are lots of ways to be born on Earth. This time, I came with a friend! I’ve learned this isn’t the first time Sat Kiret and I have teamed up across my soul’s journey.
As a kid in Boston, I grew up in the Roman Catholic Church. It would be several decades before I started questioning my soul’s true existence.
Team sports became my first love. I spent most of my time playing basketball and baseball alongside my two brothers.
Here’s a photo of my family at the Magic Kingdom in Orlando, one of our favorite places to visit.
The Art of Story
I first fell in love with storytelling while working at a movie theater in high school. This wasn’t a main-stream, blockbuster place. It was a boutique cinema that focused on independent and foreign films. The job paid minimum wage, but one of the perks was that I could see free movies whenever I wanted.
I quickly became a patron of the arts in all my free time. I loved exploring the minds and perspectives of diverse artists from around the world, each sharing their own slice of life through a unique cultural lens.
MASTERING
THE CRAFT
While most kids partied with friends, I saw movies alone. Sometimes, I’d see three or four in a single day. I kept detailed notes of each, marking down my thoughts and grades in a little notebook. At the end of the year, I gave out awards of my own.
One year, I saw 60 unique films! Christopher Nolan’s Memento led the way (four times). I distinctly remember analyzing how he weaved the stories back and forth from beginning to end.
City of Angels
After graduating from Boston College with an English and Film degree, I packed up my Toyota Camry and made the trek to Los Angeles to pursue my dreams of writing, directing and producing films in Hollywood.
My first gig was writing script coverage for a literary agent in Beverly Hills on Rodeo Drive. I spent my free time at the Writer’s Guild of America at 3rd & Fairfax, reading screenplays and writing specs of my own.
For many year, I worked across all facets of the film industry; from pre- to post-production, both behind and before camera, and everything in between. The photo is me on set of a greek television commercial. That’s the closest to combat as you’ll find me! I’m a lover not a fighter, and the pen is my sword.
Yogananda
My life changed when I discovered Paramahansa Yogananda (1893 – 1952), the first yoga master from India to make his home in the West. Trained by an ancient lineage of masters, he was sent to America by Babaji with the mission of uniting East and West.
Fulfilling prophecy, Yogananda journeyed to America in 1920 as a guest speaker at the World Religions Conference. He taught metaphysics in Boston for three years before venturing to Los Angeles, California, and founding the Self-Realization Fellowship in 1925.
Yogananda’s teachings were designed to reveal the eternal harmony (Santana Dharma) and basic ONEness of the universe; as taught by Yeshua (Jesus) and Krishna. His intention was to show that these principles of truth are the common scientific foundation of all true religions on Earth.
Self-Realization
The pivotal moment that began my spiritual journey is etched in my mind. It was on my very first visit to the Lake Shrine, one of Yogananda’s sanctuaries in the Pacific Palisades.
As I strolled around the immaculate grounds, soaking in the breathtaking scenery, my eyes locked onto a small sign with the words of Yogananda himself. I took the accompanying photo to capture the moment.
I had little idea what the words meant at the time. Only later would I learn that he was referring to Self-Realization—the spiritual science behind yoga itself (“union with God”).
Reincarnation
Things soon took a supernatural turn. After deep-diving into the concept of reincarnation for the first time in my life, I began to wonder if I, in fact, had another incarnation of my own.
A series of synchronicities proceeded to unfold—witnessed by my loved ones—leading me to discover my alternate life as metaphysician, healer and author, Dr. Ernest Holmes (1887-1960).
Ernest was a New Thought leader, and an author of a plethora of books on metaphysics and consciousness. He and his brother, Fenwick, began the Religious Science movement in 1926, based upon Ernest's magnum opus, Science of Mind. The core ideology centered on the concept that the universe operates according to spiritual laws, and that individuals can consciously harness this power to create health, happiness, and prosperity.
Me, Again!
In January 2010, I found myself at the 50th anniversary of Ernest's crowning achievement: the opening of Founders Church in downtown Los Angeles. As I sat in the audience that day, I had an intuitive feeling that I had been there 50 years before, wondering what would come of my life's work. Now, I knew!
In that moment, something shifted profoundly, although I had no idea what was about to unfold.
Meeting Bashar
As the structure of my reality began to crumble, I dove deeper into the enigma of my existence. Naturally, I went to Bashar for advice. In a one-on-one session, he told me that I’d "cross-connected with a concurrent incarnative self” across the matter-space-time plane.
Prodding me down the path of Self-discovery, he instructed me to research ancient mystery schools of Egypt. In particular, those associated with 18th dynasty Pharaoh Akhnaton. At the time, this was so far outside my purview it blew my mind. Little did I know, things were about to get stranger!
Plat Partnership
At the time, I was deep-diving into the work of world-renowned peak performance coach Tony Robbins. I found myself drawn to his exclusive program, Platinum Partnership. The motto of the group is, "the planet is our playground". In the program, Tony and his beloved wife Sage meticulously plan luxurious trips for an intimate group of like-minded souls around the world.
One night, I had a prophetic dream in which Tony came to see me. When I awoke, I decided to take a leap of faith. Without having taken any of his programs before, I dove in head-first and joined the Plat Family.
I was in for the suprise of a lifetime. They told me to buckle up because I was just in time for our next trip to the Middle East. I was going to Israel and Egypt!
Ancient Masters
Two months later, I went on the adventure of a lifetime. With a special group of leaders and humanitarians from around the world, I found myself traveling across the Middle East in style, exploring the ancient sites of lore. The entire time, Tony took us deep into his mind, sharing his advanced tools and fine-tuning his most cutting-edge concepts.
At the time, I was unaware of the real reason behind my visit. Unbeknownst to me, I had reconnected with an ages-old lineage of Masters beckoning me from behind the veil to reclaim my soul's path!
Secrets Unveiled
As the Plat Family ventured up the Nile River, I felt a queasiness in my stomach. By the time we arrived at the Temple of Luxor for our private dinner, every cell in my body trembled. I became violently ill, unable to leave my hotel room for the next 48 hours. The entire time I was berated myself for missing Tony’s advanced teachings downstairs. Little did I know that my body’s cleansing process had already begun.
After the group flew home, a few of us stayed behind for a special trip to the Great Pyramid of Giza. Step by step as I climbed inside, my soul shook with remembrance. As I entered the King’s Chamber, I was guided to stand in a very specific spot and utter a sacred password; one I had used in lives gone by!
Little could I foretell what was about to unfold...
Journeying Home
When I returned to the States, my entire life abruptly fell apart. I lost my relationship, my home, and my business. Within weeks, I was homeless in Los Angeles. That’s when I realized that sometimes, our lives need to be shaken up, changed, and rearranged, to help us become the people we are meant to be.
I found myself in my old childhood home. My family was on the verge of selling it. A few of us had gathered to collect any last belongings. It was on the final day in the house that my great awakening took place.
As I left the basement stairs, I hit my head on a low-hanging beam. A rush of intense pain shot through my body. I crumbled to the floor of the living room. Just as I was about to lose consciousness…
I AM LIGHT
I woke up! I left my physical form and shifted into a state of pure, formless Light. Leaving my body behind, I traveled to the Great Central Sun, the very center of our Logos. There are truly no words to describe it.
When I returned to my body, everything had changed. I went down to the beach and stood at the shoreline, the same one I’d played on so many days during my youth. Staring out over the ocean, only one thought went through my mind:
“I AM all of this!”
SELFLESS SERVICE
As I continued to explore my other sojourns in form, I was guided to adopt the name Sevadeep through the 3HO Foundation, founded by Yogi Bhajan. Sevadeep is a Sanskrit name meaning, “complete, selfless service to Light.” The word is comprised of mantric sounds (Naad) that stimulate the energy meridians of the body when pronounced.
I distinctly remember the first time I was called by my name. It was like a lightning bolt went straight into my heart! Then and there I knew that God wanted me to use this name from now on. Yet, it would be many years before I could fully come to terms with the truth of who I am.
MIND MASTERY
After my re-emergence, it wasn’t easy to adapt to life on Earth again. Honestly, I’m still adjusting! I knew I needed to create a whole new concept of reality for myself; one based upon the truth of who I am as a spiritual being of Light playing in form.
I spent the next decade diving into the threads of consciousness that tie us together. After synthesizing a new model of reality, I taught myself to rewrite my mental operating system. I call it Reality Architecture.
I teach the process to those that want to live life at the higher levels on the human playing field. If you’re ready to free yourself from the 3D simulation and shift into the 5D New Earth, let me know!
Sarah Miller
One of my Divine assignments when I returned to Earth was to encapsulate what I learned in story form. As I prayed for guidance around the best way to help humanity, I met Sarah. From there, the project took on a life of its own.
The first part of Sarah’s story is available in now. I’ll be adapting it into a graphic novel and feature film next. Take Sarah’s hand and delve into the web of consciousness that ties us all together.
Souls of Light
I see You. I know who you really are.
It’s time for Starseeds to rise up
and reclaim our collective mission:
to elevate human consciousness
and bring Light back to Earth!
No matter how dark it may seem,
know that you’re never alone.
While not always visible to your eyes,
the Masters of Light stand by your side.
As long as you’re on this pathway with us,
we won’t let you fail!
In the Love and Light of ONE,
💕✨Sevadeep✨💕